If this is a true story, which I believe it is, then I sympathize with your loss. I have not had to suffer the suicide of a loved one, but only dealt with it in my own mind. Thank you for acknowledging the true values behind the act, and I consider you strong and brave to keep going and not let your own spirit be dragged down as well. Respect is earned, my friend.

wow... sounds rough

*runs and hides from poem's sheer awesomeness*