Reading this made me want to vommit.. but it was just too gorgeous. I just still don't understand though. How does half killing oneself make one feel better? I think I understood half of what the person may feel, but I don't completely understand

I like the imagery and the vivid way you described it. I could feel the addiction and the way it calls to you... Beautiful.

I love the rhyming and the content in this. Nice.

nice!