Raging dark humor much? XP And you could change if you really wanted to. Bet your ass it aint gonna be easy. Pick up some food, stop drinking, take a deep breath and get away. Get away from the pain for a while. Find something that makes you truly happy other than cutting something else that calls your name like a rainy day or a meadow. damn right i'm cheezy but ey... If it keeps away the shiny pointed object that runs your life, the you bet your ass you should take that meadow.

This shows a lot of emotion of failure, but as if without care.

I don't like this and I WANT YOU TO BE OKAY and BETTER seriously and really. PLEASE.