That was emotional, and it sometimes feels quite annoying too. This was good, and I hope you feel better soon.

In my experience, people usually don't see the pain in others. It's one of humanity's many flaws. If you want people to know you're in pain, you have to scream it out loud. Scream without inhibition.

i know that i really am not one to accuse this, but you got a couple grammar mistakes :) i know, i'm a hypocrite...

otherwise, great job! it's very true feelings. like a diary page, you know? coolio. keep writing.