Pain.

This is full of PAIN.

I'm shaking. I'm not even sure what exactly I'm writing.

Hell, I AM sure what I'm writing. It just - PAIN.

Too much pain.

It this is just a story - it's great. Full of emotion, raw.

If this is based on personal stuff - well, you go, girl. Don't give up.

Oh Ivy, you don't know how much this made me cry, that right now I'm blindy typing this to you while my hand shakes

This is amazing. The words, the story. Just, WOW.