your words are wonderful and their are lot of people who would agree with me and this site proves it

This perfectly sums up how I and, I expect, many others feel about writing and how others tend to percieve it. Your phrasing and lexis choice is superb I adore:
'Lifeless, But what do you think is left inside of me, Now that I've spilled my heart all over the page? It's easy to imagine my blood running through the paragraphs'
absolutely fabulous, a brilliant write!

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