I wasn't just curious I had felt REAL LOVE something that I NEED. You know love that emotion that you feel because you love the way that someone makes you think. That they give you inspiration - that they seem to match your soul. That they seem to care. However you don't like when they take you the wrong way. I would love to just talk in person yes JUST TALK. However it is NOT up to me it "IS" up to YOU.