Amazing. I think everyone has experienced this feeling to at least some extent and you express it beautifully. I love how you still want her to have a good life even if it doesn't include you. Very heartfelt.

This captures that feeling of lost unanswered questions beautifully, i loved the part about how it hurts to think that there might be someone else for the person you lost and then hoping in the same breath that there better than you. That's an emotion i'm all to firmilure with. This is jst amazing and i agree one of your very best!