I really enjoyed this poem. I really like the flow and the words you used through out it, it's fantastic! I understand the feeling.. Of wanted something like that... Maybe if we keep trying we'll find it. :)
Favorite lines:
"I even want to feel the fall

As a single error takes it all"

"The weight of years

As they drag and plod

The speed of my mind

Against the resisting stream of time"

I felt this one and really could relate, again great piece you wrote. :)

I feel your pain. Don't worry, all the empty that is lying in your heart will go. It took me a while to figure that one out, but it is true.
THIS IS SO EMOTIONAL! LOVE IT!