Wow, I love this. Amazing, this idea of self-torture through visions of a shinier life, one supposedly just around the corner.
I wish I had an account, so I could favorite this. Dang it.
Still, this was lovely. :) Twisted and beautiful.

Waking reality is different for everyone. And even that pain, that longing, that's the "true" you too. "Fantasy" does make for an unkind reality though, I will agree. I would suggest a little more spell checking though. "We refuse to leqrn" kinda mistakes can be easily avoided, though it matters not; the meaning made it through.

MY GOD! I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL! I'LL NEVER LET ANYONE TAKE MY FANTASY AWAY!
IT'S AWESOME THOUGH! HAVE SOME AWESOME SAUCE!