Wow, this is SO powerful. I felt each line of that, I could relate to most of it aswell.
Wwll done x

I care about this poem cause my dad was not great dad either.

I don't know why, but I can easily picture this being a song. I can only imagine how damaging such abuse could be to a child.
Writing used to be an escape for me in dark times. my mother was abusive, but i had it better than most kids. I hope writing helps you, as it helped me