dang it mariah, why do you do this? you should have just talked to me, this... this isn't the right way to go.

Regardless this doesn't make me feel good reading this.

the suicidal nature of this poem naturally worries a normal human being. especially noticing the spelling issues and the make believe that you actually wrote this while overdosing on pills. But if you'd truly done that you wouldn't have had a clear enough mind to post it.

:( I'm so sorry...