It starts with someone betraying you, and you need a mask. The silence is the closest thing. It is you, as you are it. But it is still a mask. I will not say how that was really depressing, or how if you talk to someone, it'll go away. Because if your mask is silence, then my mask is a little girl. I would say to find someone as lost and wounded as you, and help them while they help you. I don't mean to lecture, i know how you feel. I wish I knew waht to say, but I don't. Laugh, but make your laugh happy, not bitter. And when laughing doesn't cut it, cry.

So true... I haven't had anyone close to me die *recently*, and I emphasize *recently*, but you expressed my feelings pretty well. I've been feeling this way for the past, oh, seven or eight months and am now just starting to pull back out of it. Thankyou for being daring enough to express your feelings and show me that I'm not alone. I'd go into detail if I didn't stop now, and I'm rather sure you don't wnat to listen to my problems, so Ciao Baby.

Hmm, I'm not so sure on what to say. I've never really had the experience of having someone close to me die. My cousin and uncle died a couple of years back, but it didn't affect me that much.
My cousin was one of my best friends, since we both had the same sarcastic sense of humor. To be honest, I ofetn forget he's gone.
I often think about my grandma, she shows no frailty, but I now her health is not what it used to be. Strangely enough, the thought of her dying doesn't bother me much.
I guess I won't really know until it happens to me, ne?

Wow.. It touched me. I had a friend die recently.. (If seven months ago is recently) And I still not really over it. But who can get completely over death? By the way, great story.

Wow. That is so true. It left me crying.
~Firefly

As I read this, it expressed how I fealt at the moment. Only your short-story added it to words. It was dark but it needed to be said, keep up the good work, and I hope you feel better.
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As I read this, it expressed how I fealt at the moment. Only your short-story added it to words. It was dark but it needed to be said, keep up the good work, and I hope you feel better.
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That's deep... and kinda dark, I guess.... But it's so true! ^-^

omfg.... this is so incredibly good... awesome job... more of the same would be most welcome!! -Lady

...Thank you for writing this..It's really an expression of how I too feel right now..

This was really good. It really reached me.

Wow that's deep. You know what I wasn't in a good mood right now but that just so totally expressed my thoughts. Of course it's better written than my thoughts would ever be but it still is pretty close. Thanx it helped me.

Hey, that was a nice little rant you had there! I liked it anyway!! It needed to be said :0)

*~Cien~*

*cries on my boyfriend's shoulder* this makes perfect sense and it needs to be heard...

for a person that likes anime fics i wasn't expecting this... but it's still good