"Spiderweb" is what really convinced me you are a talented genius with a darling soul. I think your vulnerability is the source of your strength as the quality that will soon make you irresistable to men. Cherish it.

scarily beautiful

There's nothing wrong with self pity. It's my second favourite past time. Nothing wrong with this poem either. Love the 'how you could excuse it' bit.

nice

I read this 4 times. I see myself in it. I'm not sure if it scares me or if I simply recognise the emotion. I'll ponder.