Oh, creepy. That's the most vivid suicidal thing I've read.

And you've come close to suicidal yourself? I'm so sorry to hear that.
I, on the other hand, enjoy life and the such...

Thank you! Quit frankly I like your suicide stories. I have had MANY thoughts about commiting suicide to the point of cutting my wrists and throat but I've some how stopped or woke up after 4 bottles of pills in my bed perfectly fine minus a headache and some minor cuts that bleed bad the night before.

you want to commit suicide? i think u should keep writing...^_^;;

yeah, and i read your suicide stories cuz i think about it too :) this story completely and totally reminds me of myself... everything about it... the pushing me and stuff... except its myself that i'm pushing and it isn't sports... anyway, i know you don't care, but i'm glad you wrote this... because i relate to it... anyway, another good story. can't wait til i finish this long list of stories you have written