My Heart is beating
Why am I still here?
I want to be with you

Crying, reaching out for a Love
Lost so long ago
See my Tears, feel my Pain
I want to join you in the Depths of Darkness
For Eternity
But something is holding me back
The River of Death is blocking my Way
Too wide to cross, too wild to challenge
In the Distance I can see you
Patiently waiting for my Arrival
Extending my small Hand I reach out
Trying to end our Seperation
Even though I know
All efforts lead to nothing

In this fast and crazy World
You were the Sanctuary I was reaching out to
Whenever I was about to drown
Getting lost in the Waves of Confusion
You rescued me
In your Embrace I could relax
In your Words I found my Peace
In your Touch I forgot all Sorrows
But now that you're gone I lost it all
No one is there to comfort me
Losing you always was my greatest Fear
It splitted my Heart

Screaming, reaching out for a Love
I'll never feel again
My entire being is now being ruled by Sadness
Another forced Smile on my Lips
Another forced Strength to survive
Since I lost you I'm like a lifeless Shell
Following a Routine I don't even try to escape
Until the Day it all ends for me
Awaiting this precious Moment to come
For now I just try to go on
Without your loving Prescence
I feel so unloved and useless
This Torture has to end

I'm longing to be with you again
The Time will come
When the River is not going to stop me
And I'll fly into your open Arms