I made her cry… again

She is my everything,

My love, heart and soul,

For her I’ll do anything,

So how can I be so cold?

She brings out the best in me,

But how will she ever know?

As all I ever did was hide,

And never let my emotions show.

She never gave up on me,

Though many have tried and failed,

But she had failed too you see,

As I have yet to know how to feel.

She wanted to cure my addiction,

Taking away the blade made it worse,

I need pain and blood for satisfaction,

This spell over me is like a curse.

She has become a part of my life,

My love, heart soul and only friend,

But my words cut her like a knife,

As I made her cry… again.