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Author: Starrby
Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Drama - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-30-02 - Updated: 02-03-03 - id:1039597

**A/N: Thanks for your reviews! This is the last chapter (seeing as there’s only three voices), so I hope you liked them all. Don’t hesitate to check my other stuff when you’re done here! xox ~Starry**

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One Is The Loneliest Number

I’m so glad you’ve finally called back. It’s just been so long. Would you care for something to drink? Oh. Yes, we can leave now. We’re going where? No, I haven’t been yet. It sounds lovely.

I what? Well, I’ve changed my hair--. Not that? I don’t know. I don’t feel any different. Listen, I’m sorry for whatever it was I did that upset you--. No. I don’t know what it was, but--... Lets just not let it happen again, ok? I love you, you know that, don’t you?

No, I’m not cold. No. I’d just rather keep it on, if that’s ok. Be--because I just do. No- don’t--. I told you I didn’t want you to--. Let go of me. That’s nothing. No. If I tell you you’ll-... Just, never mind. You wouldn’t--. It’s none of your business. No, I’m fine. I don’t--. Stop. You don’t want to know. I can’t tell you. Stop asking--. It’s none of your concern. No, I won’t go. Stop. You can’t make me. I won’t. I won’t! I WON’T I WON’T I WON’T I--.

You want to know, do you? YOU WANT TO KNOW?! You want to know why I did it; why I have these?! I’ll tell you why: because you loved her. You loved them. It was never me you wanted. Always her. ALWAYS HER.

It was the only way. The only way for us to be together. I had to get rid of her; of them. First I got rid of her. She didn’t like it. She wanted me to stop. She wanted me to save her, but then I got rid of her too. Now they’re gone. They’re both gone, and it’s just the two of us. Alone. Just the two us. Just the two of--.

Where are you going? WHERE ARE YOU GOING?! Don’t leave me! Please! PLEASE! Don’t leave me. Don’t leave me... Don’t leave...

It’s the only way. It was always her. We loved him. He love her, only her. She couldn’t take the pain. They couldn’t take the pain; the red. The searing white-hot pain; and the dripping. It was too much. There was a point where it became too much. There must be one for me too. I’ve taken the pain so far. The pain is nothing; the dripping is nothing. But the isolation; the desolation. I never thought I’d miss them. I thought I’d always have him; thought we’d always be together; thought he needed me. He didn’t need me. He didn’t need my help. I needed his help. I needed him. I still need him. It hurts. It hurts. There’s no other way. I have to do it. It’s the only way. It’ll soon be over...



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