Gniq's note: heyz, this is not written by me but by a friend of mine. She wants me to help her because she wants to share this story with people but do not want people to know her identity. It might change your life, really.

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Have you ever felt so lost that you don't know what you are thinking about? Have you felt so tired that you just felt like giving up.? Everything is going wrong.

She felt so everything is gone and her world has come crushing down on her. She struggles hard as she uses her last bit of strength to carry this burden. It was as if she was walking on and on aimlessly in a desert, without food, without water. There was no company even the stars and moon has left her. She was quite one step after another, one heavier then before. She looked back and saw her , a world of darkness.

There was no end to it. She felt so tired with such little strength left inside her. She struggles in the day when she had to put on a mask and walk around with it. This mask, paints a picture of a carefree and happy go lucky girl. Everybody around envy her for it, but they didn't know that deep down inside this heart of hers, she was struggling, wanting to take off the mask and reveal the ugly face. Her face maybe smiling, but her heart was crying.

At night, in bed, she looked up to a ceiling of stars. So every night, she cries out to a listening ear which was just imagination. Tears hidden in her heart came pouring out from her eyes, till they were swollen and red. In her world, it rains every night. There was no peace, no happiness, and no joy. Crying herself to sleep has become a routine and waking up in the morning with eyes that cant open wide enough as though the tears have became glue overnight.

The world seemed so evil to started being in seclusion, talking to no one and keeping away from her friends, spending time only with her beloved soft mind was a whirl. It was just like a ball of twine, but she was unable to find the end to unwind her thoughts, it was all just clashed together.

One night, as she just fell heard someone singing to her, singing so was just sitting beside her company throughout the whole night. From that night onwards, He was always there. Soon, she began to open up her heart to Him, pouring out her sorrows and crying out not to imagination anymore. He carried her in His arms, and started walking along the path filled with thorns and spikes. It made His feet bleed but He carried protected her from harm. Day after day, her heart felt more relaxed and from her so many troubles as there was someone beside her.

As she looked back, on her long walk in the horrible desert, she realized that it was in a perfect straight line of single footsteps. And she has already reached a place where her heart could smile.

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How many times do you truly smile each day..? Not with your mouth, but with your heart. Do things with your heart and you can appreciate life much better. To those out there will always be there for He did to never left me.

Gniq's note: sO wad do you think of that? Are you feeling like the girl in the story? Lost? Lonely? Confused? Do not fret, He will be there for you. Desire to know who He is? Just email me. =)