SOILED

My white dress is bloodied
It was stark white
And now it's soiled
HE made it this way
HE made me bleed
Couldn't see his face
Shadows over his face
Sinister
Leering at me
I'm dirty...so dirty
I can never cleanse my body of this
Of him
I'm soiled
I'm spoiled
Can never go back
It hurts so much
More blood...more pain
He had a knife
Held it at my throat
His voice malicious
Told me to be still
I couldn't just let it happen
I wouldn't
He cut me
Had his way with me
My blood is everywhere
So much blood
Too much
Not like this
I don't want to go like this
I have no choice
HE choose for me
I'm lying in a pool of blood
My pristine dress defiled
Defiled with scarlet
And I'm dying