Station

Tanja sighed, then winced as the train turned another corner and he was nearly made to let go of the handle by the bodies pressing against him. He jumped suddenly as he felt a hand brush between his legs. He blushed and moved back a bit, but that only pressed him up against the side of the car next to the door. As they turned another corner, the lights began to flicker and he felt his hand wretched from the handle above.

"Agh!" Tanja muttered as a body was pressed against his, pinning him to the side of the car. He felt the hand again, only this time it didn't just brush him, it was. ..He blushed brightly and attempted to move away but found it impossible. He let out a faint whimper that couldn't have been heard over the noise of the train as he felt his body reacting to the unseen touch. What were you suppose to say again? 'Chikan'? But that would be so embarrassing! A boy shouting 'Chikan!' Who could this possibly be that was touching him like this? He wondered. Did he know them? He soon got his answer. The lights stopped flickering and he found himself starring into a pair of brown eyes.

"R..Ran!" Again, his soft voice was lost in the noise of the train. Ran took a glance around before increasing his actions. Tanja pressed his face into Ran's shoulder to muffle a cry that surely would have been heard. As Ran's arm wrapped around Tanja's slim shoulders, he placed both hands on Ran's chest and attempted to push him back, make him stop.

But it was useless. He was just too strong, and all of Tanja's attempts just seemed to encourage him more. Tanja gasped as he felt his belt being loosened. Ran's "embrace" tightened and Tanja nearly gave up as he felt the taller boy's hand on his zipper. He buried his face deeper into Ran's shoulder and clutched his vest as he felt Ran's hand slip into the now open gap and continue his actions. Tanja knew there was no way to stop him now without drawing attention to the two of them, and embarrassing himself, not to mention Ran---which wouldn't be smart. The train came to a screeching halt. Ran withdrew his hand to get a hold and make sure Tanja's pants didn't slip before shoving him out the door, his other arm keeping a firm grip around Tanja's shoulders. Tanja's brief case slipped from under his arm and he moved to retrieve it.

"Ran. .Ran stop! My bag Ran!" It was no use. No matter how he struggled and twisted in Ran's grasp, he couldn't get loose. "Ran, where are we going?!" he asked, getting less frustrated and more afraid by the minuet. What was Ran planning to do to him? And why had he done that to him on the train? He had seen Ran around the school and ran in track with him since he had come to school in 9th grade, but he had never spoken a word to him besides teammate encouragement. Ran was a junior and Tanja had seen him play in many other sports.

When his teammate stopped, Tanja nearly tripped over his feet. He looked around to see what had made the other stop. His eyes stopped on a small blue sign of a little man above a door not twenty yards away. His green eyes widened.

"Ran, you can't be-" He was not allowed to finish his sentence as Ran began to move again, shoving through the crowd. Tanja began to protest again, but it seemed as though Ran didn't hear him. He almost tripped as he was shoved into the men's bathroom. He saw Ran lock the door before he turned and pressed his body against Tanja's, pinning him to the wall once again. The closeness allowed Tanja to feel just how all of this was somehow arousing to Ran. All of his fears seemed confirmed as he felt his pants slipping. Ran suddenly bent down to press his lips against Tanja's roughly, yet passionately, thrusting his tongue into the shocked boy's slack mouth. Tanja blushed, but did not fight back. In fact, he found himself moaning softly as he felt Ran's tongue tasting him hungrily, the taste of zinc warm water filling his mouth. He felt Ran take a firm hold of his pants. All at once, the kiss broke and he felt a sudden coolness as his pants were jerked to his ankles, then felt himself forced to step free of them. He barely had time to protest before he was pinned against the wall yet again and he felt Ran's lips on his.

The kiss deepened as he felt himself lifted to Ran's height. Tanja wrapped his arms around Ran's neck to keep himself up as he felt the hands released from under him. Ran's mouth traveled from Tanja's lips to his neck as he struggled to remove his own belt. Tanja's eyes began to water and he closed them. As much as he feared his upperclassman, he felt himself wanting this.

He had always admired Ran from a distance but had never dreamed something like this would take place. But beyond the flattery, Tanja knew that Ran only wanted one thing. A quick band and it's back to school where it's not as much as a wave as they pass each other in the halls. As much as that sounded comforting, Tanja couldn't help but hope things -would- be different. Ran's hands slid to Tanja's waist and took a firm hold. Tanja heard the faint clink as Ran's pants hit the floor before he felt Ran's newly exposed skin press against his. His eyes opened wide and he took in a sharp breath. The unfamiliar feeling of his teammates hot flesh against his own was so foreign and new. He was embarrassed to feel the tears race down his cheeks.

He heard Ran moan quietly as he forced himself into position. Tanja tensed and wrapped his arms tighter, bringing he legs up to wrap around Ran's thick waist. Ran thrust forward decisively, forcing himself to enter Tanja's unprepared body roughly. Tanja cried out shrilly and almost lost his grip as a wave of pain shot through his entire body. He felt as if he were being slowly torn in half as Ran began his deep, rhythmic thrusts. He brought his arms back up to wrap around his upperclassman's neck, but found it was not needed. Ran had a firm grip on Tanja's waist and supported his weight easily. Ran moaned as he began to move faster and harder against Tanja's pinioned body. Tanja cried out against him but knew it was useless to even try to escape this. Ran would not stop until -he- was satisfied. Hot tears flooded down Tanja's face like thin wax as he felt another type of hot wetness. Crimson liquid dripped onto the floor, its puddle growing slowly. The initial pain died away slowly and Tanja found himself making small, passionate noises along with Ran.

After what seemed like hours, Ran cried out as he released deep within Tanja's spent and abused body. Tanja cried out, but in what he wasn't quite sure. The two now simply held onto each other, gasping for air. It was at least a full five minutes before Ran caught his breath and slowly lowered Tanja to the floor. Rather than try to stand, the younger runner just sat on the floor, still winded, and still very confused. The older one, in the meantime, was busily cleaning himself off. Tanja wiped his face with his sleeve and looked up.

~ Isn't he going to say anything?! ~ Tanja thought. He sniffed as he felt tears welling up again. Ran looked down at him quickly.

"Stop it, don't cry again. You'll see this is for your own good. Better me than him." Ran said. His tone confused Tanja further. Calm, firm, almost soothing. There was also the fact that these were the first words Ran had spoken to him.

~ Him? Him who? ~ Tanja thought. Ran looked in the mirror briefly to straighten his tie before stepping to the door. Tanja watched him silently. Sure, he wanted to call out, to ask him to wait, to ask him a million questions and more. But he didn't, he was afraid of the answers, and within seconds, Ran was gone.

It took Tanja a few minutes to stand shakily and re-lock the door. It took him another 20-some minutes to successfully clean himself and get dressed. He then glanced at his watch. His eyes widened. "It's 3:30! Dad'll be home in half an hour!" He opened the door and attempted to run out but nearly fell. He caught himself on the door. ~Ow. .that was stupid. .I'm gonna be sore for a while. .oh no!~ He nearly shouted. ~ I have a track meet on Saturday and it's Thurs. .day.~ His mind began to wander as he remembered that Ran was also in track.

"Hey kid, are you all right?" A patrolman's voice brought him back. Tanja looked up.

"Y-yeah, I'm fine sir." The teen stood and let go of the door. "Just a little dizzy is all, I had to grab something."

"Need any help?" The man said kindly. Tanja shook his head.

"N-no I'm fine, just.." Tanja drifted as his eyes focused on something in the man's hand. "My bag!" He nearly shouted.

"Huh?" The man looked at the tattered and beaten brief case in his right hand. "This ol' thing yours?" Tanja nodded. "Got trampled a bit, but, here ya go." The man held out his arm and Tanja gratefully accepted his bag. "See ya later kid, take care."

"You too sir, and thanks!" Tanja gave the man a wave before heading in his own direction.

~ I'm so tired. .and it hurts to walk. .Ran..~ Tanja looked up at the sky and continued on his way home.