"Things Fall Apart"

An empty threat,
From an empty heart.
Tears fall as
Things fall apart.
A somber day
Living in this hell.
Can't think,
Can't reason too well.
Cold runs through my body.
Blood pumps through my viens.
Gun is in my hand,
My finger ache with strain.
A child lost,
Not sure where to turn.
Can't just keep running,
My lungs are starting to burn.
Not sure what to do anymore.
Not sure what is right.
As my mind slowly numbs,
I lose all my fight.
Of all the things I've wanted,
Of all the things I've yearned,
Hating you was one thing
I never hoped to earn.