I stare at you
And I write you songs
But the media's
Telling me it's wrong

I'm fourteen so apparently
I don't know a goddamn thing
Kisses under mistletoe
Were never meant for you or me

I don't know your dog's name
I wash my hands after you touch me
Those notes in my locker
They piss me off and

When is it love?
When will my hands go numb?
When will my heart stop beating?
I'm still breathing

Damn!
I guess I don't

Love you like I thought I did
All those hard nights,
Thought-filled poetry
Guess it's not so deep
As I thought it was

Guess I've been lied to all along
Guess I don't love you
I don't love you
After all

Pink hearts and valentines
Never ever crossed my mind
I haven't drawn our names
On bathroom doors

Love songs, they're not my thing
I don't wanna share your surname
Blonde haired and blue-eyed,
That's not me

I'll stand alone, all tall and strong
I'll burn my diaries cause they're all wrong
I'll stomp through mud and kick those
Girly thoughts away

I'd rather sing of my sad life
Than sip chammomile
I'd rather float on Tempe lake
Than sit through this boring lecture

When is it love?
When will my hands go numb?
When will my heart stop beating?
I'm still breathing

Damn!
I guess I don't

Love you like I thought I did
All those hard nights,
Thought-filled poetry
Guess it's not so deep
As I thought it was

You've been with me all along
Through my life and through my
Memories
I've liked you all along
But you've never ever shown
Interest as more than friends

And

When is it love?
When will my hands go numb?
When will my heart stop beating?
I'm still breathing

Damn!
I guess I don't

Love you like I thought I did
All those hard nights,
Thought-filled poetry
Guess it's not so deep
As I thought it was

This wall's not as steep
As I thought it was
And I guess I'll never ever love you

Shame on me