it slipped between my shoulder blades,
swiftly it thrust itself inside -
cold steel piercing my heart from behind.
a sharp pain, a sickening feeling,
my stomach flipped as the chill spread,
contaminating my body and taking over my mind,
blinding me with a solid wall of grief and anger.
i can't look at you without feeling this way,
like the harsh blade is entering me all over again,
your passion and love leading to misery and despair
as your knife stabs me, again.