Hopelessly Wishing

For protection

Endlessly Dreaming

Of pain

Forever Longing

For answers

Continuously Questioning

My faith

Shiningly Darkening

My heart

Silently Screaming

For help

Hopelessly Wishing

Some guardian angel

Will protect me

From all this evil

That surrounds me

Oh, will it never be?

Endlessly Dreaming

Nightmares, not dreams

Of lies and schemes

Why did he hurt me?

Why do these dreams still haunt me?

Why can't I just forget it?

Scared I might re-live it

Oh, will it always be?

Forever Longing

For the answers I seek

Will I ever even get a peek?

Longing for guidance

Longing for forgiveness

Where do I belong?

Have I done something wrong?

Oh, will I ever see?

Continuously Questioning

The faith I have always known

Has that brightness ever really shone?

I guess I'll have to wait

I guess this is what they call fate

If the answers are out there

Then tell me how do I get there?

Where is the light at the end of the tunnel?

I am tired of this hopeless struggle

Oh, when will it show me?

Shiningly Darkening

My heart-gone cold

I'm not one with a heart of gold

They say two wrongs don't make a right

You should surrender, never fight

Is that how we got started after all?

I've never heard of a triumphant fall

A war won by surrender

This pain can only last forever

If I don't do a thing about it

I'll whisper it first, then I'll shout it

But what if it's too late and I am wrong?

What if this will be my very last song?

Oh, when will I know?

Silently Screaming

For someone to hear me

For someone to help me

For someone to save me

Dose it really matter?

Will my soul really shatter?

Where is my angel?

I cannot see his wings

Where is this hidden archangel?

To free me from the pain this world brings?

Why do I have to fight so hard to live?

Oh, must if forever be...?