* Any Time it Can *

I try not to worry so much

But I cannot help it

It's become a part of who I am

I try not to frown so much

But I cannot stop it

It engraves my mouth every chance it get's;

any time it can

I'm so annoyed right now-so full of fear

I'm so mad right now-I feel like you don't

even notice that I'm right here

My heart has been taken by you

As your's has been taken by mine true

But I cannot let you hold it in the palm

of your hand like it's nothing

Because my heart is worth all the love

held in thine's own heart-it is something

You have to show me how you love me

For I do not feel it in mine own heart

I suppose that you love me

But what happened to that special feeling;

that spark?

The feeling of seeing want in your eyes

Want of me-none the surprise

I want to feel wanted again- by you

I want to feel loved again- all the true

I suppose that you love me

Yes,I do suppose that you do

I guess you love me...

But It's so hard to see it when I'm afraid that

you might love somebody else too

I hate feeling like I have to be afraid of some girl

trying to take your heart away from mine

I hate feeling like this...it all just feels like a waste of

time

I know that I need to keep the trust held within' you

But I have such a hard time trying to

Somewhere in mine own heart,I know that you hold more love

for me than anyone

But it still feels like I'm losing...like I haven't won

I'm in such a state of doubt right now,I really don't

know what to do

All I can say is that if you really love me than we just

might make it through

I'm so afraid right now,would you let someone step in

the way of our love?

I'm so ashamened right now,how could I even think

that you would do that to us?

I try not to worry so much

But I cannot help it

It's become a part of who I am

I try not to frown so much

But I cannot stop it

It engraves my mouth every chance it get's;

any time it can

January 8,2003