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Families Influence
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BxS PM
Ode to my mom....and the crap she puts me through, rated for suicial themes and hints
Rated: Fiction T - English - Angst/Angst - Words: 175 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 01-14-03 - id: 1178989
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Families Influence

*Take a big guess at who owns this…… *


I've got nothing holding me back
In this broken home
I can't wait to leave
This house
I can't wait to leave
This hole

I can't wait to search
For help when
When I'm on my own
It would help
Just being alone

Chorus-
What can I do with
All this hurt
Piling up with all my
Damned bloodied shirts
Why do you even say
You give a care
Empty threats and promises
Fill your loveless stare

I can tell when you joke
I know when you lie
Did you even know
How much I wanna die
All you do is pile on my pain
I donno, but scars are all I gain

I guess this is too my mom, and step-dad, who use me as an emotional crutch, then when I finally break down and cried they left just walked out, leaving me to deal with my own devices of stopping my hurt…. I hate them for it…
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