He broke the heart I never had.

Or at least I thought I had none

Everything I’ve done is for you.

All the things we’ve done together.

You forgot me, as I never would forget you.

Broken heart, that never felt love.

How is that, when it never existed

Within myself, unreal the feelings,

That never lived.

Reflections of all heart break, never shown

Stories of a boy and a girl,

Left to be untold forever.

But forever is a long time,

Someone will find truth in love.

To me love was but a state of mind.

That is what I still tell myself,

I shield myself, protection,

Enough to keep oneself.

From pain in the heart, I kept away.

Till the day, I had met you.

The face that I had not seen, sincere.

Full of love for me, or so I thought.

Unreal, is love to be that way forever?

Doomed am I to feel no sorrow,

Yet I am doomed to feel the sorrows of all.

Might I mourn by myself?

Yet they leave me not alone.

I feel the emptiness,

I hate the aid they offer,

Yet I yearn for help,

Out of my self made abyss that I am doomed to live in…

Forever.

I thought you loved me,

But I guess I was wrong,

Why else would I be singing this song?

But why should I care about you?

Sometimes I feel like I could cry

But a guy that is worth crying over won’t make you cry

So I won’t.

Feeling dull, my friends all knew, you didn’t love me anymore.

Yet you told me not.

I call you to sort it all but you won’t tell me truth.

You tell me you like me still.

But please tell me how I can believe you