When you walk alone and wonder why this curse is upon you

It is the sacred curse that only one beholds

It hits you when you try to see through

The Darkness of life with its sinful holes

Sometimes I wish to take my life

With second thoughts knowing it's not right

Betrayal is a thing I feel inside

Betrayal by something I try to bide

I hate you, I can't down you, why does this happen to me

Betrayal is something that won't let me be

I stand alone in this world, with no one to turn.

Because the one I had, did the most harm.

It feels like hell and the treacherous burn

With thought thinking should I slit my arm

Because this life is nothing without you

And betrayal is all you left me to do

If I could I would take my life

But I am a coward, with a long kitchen knife

Shaken in my skin, this isn't meant to be

This torment inside, the torment inside of me

Building up courage to drive the blade

Betrayal comes across my mind and encourages the choice I have made

I take the blade I end my life

Ending the torment of this terrible night

After done, I feel regret

That things might have change, I see my own death

Why, I scream, why

Now I am launched to die

By cruel world, and all you have done

The betrayal and me have become as one.