Heart Break

I feel like shes laughing at me

crushing my heart only just last night

making me feel like shit

I don't deserve any of this

I hate her for not liking me

I hate myself for still caring

Killing myself inside

Never gonna be the same guy

I've been told to lick your wounds and brush it off

but how can you when it haunts your very thoughts?

emotions are meaningless

Depression isn't bad I guess

Suicide seems good to me

Living is starting to bore me

The pain we all experience has to stop sometime, right?

For if it doesn't I just hope I've left a good legacy

Crying for the one I lost for that girl I miss

I fear I am growing as cold as the snow and as black as a black hole

My cries and pleas have not been answered

No god could care for me

I wish someone would just once stay with me

Emotionless to others in pain

Never ever will I be the same.