Choking on words, I cannot say

Words tangled in fear you do not know

Thoughts run rampant inside my head

Where did all my feelings go?

I am dark and lost

Please save me from my fear

Do you know my fear?

I fear myself, and my blood can vouch

Listen as I scream, silently to the world

I cut, I cut, I cut

Five. I hate Five.

But you cannot hear, you see my mask

You hear my laugh, a front

A simple front, covering my scream

I wish I could die

I made a promise, it saved me that day

When all your backs were turned

But the blood still fell, from my wrist

And stained the pen tip red

A quill

Red ink

And silently I cry

But my silent sobs, are overpowered, by the scream

Save me. . .