I'm glad god lets us to see through our eyes but not our pure hearts, because our eyes are already covered by the dusts of this ugly world. And as time pass by, we learn how to see through the dust, we learn how to see through the human flesh and see their ugly minds.

We once smile innocently at each other, and wonder these beautiful creatures called human are really lovely. Our innocence tells us to trust in each other, to trust in what we believe. We believe in every word the other says, we believe in every smile the other shows; we believe in every thought the other shares.

But,

We forget we are not innocent. We can't smile innocently. We can't believe in each other because human are covered by sweetness but build in ugliness.

How stupid we are to actually believe that the other really cares what we say. How naïve we are to actually say what we think and trying to help. How sad we are when we realize we just give all our innocence to a candy covered air. Empty inside, we are surprised to find that out. Emptiness, ugliness. We try to cover our eyes and shake our heads and yell, this isn't true, this isn't right, this isn't what we believe.

But,

That's the truth.

How puerile act is that when we show our apologies to those we hurt; how blind we are when we expect the other to show the kindness, and how foolish we are when we realize the whole thing is only an empty lie but refuse to wake up from this messy dream.

But,

It's time to wake up.

Say bye to our beautiful and innocent dream, waving hands at the empty candy jar, fresh blood will slide down from our eyes as to show the angers from our deep hearts! Tears are for our innocence, but not for you, Miss Candy Wrap!

We once truly believe we can help, we can wash away the dust that covered the world, but now, the world shows us once again that we can't. The defeat, the defeat, the defeat. Laugh, what else can we do? It's all a game; it's all a joke! What we can do is to help ourselves to wake up from the naïve dream!

The end. Anything else will remind us of the pain. Anything else will be offensive to the certain person that we don't dare to hurt, because she has the power of the world ugliness.

Say bye, say bye, say bye to our innocence once again. Say bye to whom we think once has the innocence.

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Ever feel betrayed? Ever feel upset because of the truth?! You can't change the way this world is, you can't change the way it goes. What can we do? What else can we do except cry?! Admit it, the shit will always go on top of the beautiful things. Ugly minded people will always go on top of you and step on you and say, "Ops, you are out, because you are too naïve to compete with me in this ugly game."

Pathetic, how many people can actually see the truth? How many of them will actually believe it? Explanations? Huh, they can just pretend to be fair to you and give you all those shit, then what? They will still stand there and believe what they want to believe, ignoring you like all your explanation of the truth is a priceless act.

Watch around you, things aren't always what they seem to be.

That's all I can do, that's all you can listen, perhaps, or maybe not, it's your choice. Tear is for the sadness of the truth, the anger of the lie. Watch out.