Was it a waste of time?

All those hours I spent

Lying in silence, in your arms...

And then away you went.

You went so far away,

So far away from me,

I loved you so much,

Why couldn't you see?

You are the one guy

Who I could talk too,

The only guy who knew

Which of my feelings were true.

Your sweet, loving hugs,

Your gentle, light kiss,

Your lovely soft smile,

Are things I'll always miss.

Why did you have to change,

And why did you seem,

To forget what we had?

Was it just a dream?

It seems that way,

Because you're not there,

Not there for me anymore,

I just wish you'd care.

I wish you'd care enough

To say smile, or wave,

To say hi or ask me how I am...

Get me out of this dark cave.

I'm trapped in this loneliness,

All alone in a crowd,

But when I was with you,

Damn, I was proud.

I didn't think someone like you,

Could ever like a girl like me,

But we were never really together,

Is this how its meant to be?

I'm just pretending, all this time,

Pretending you still like me.

Was I just a little fling?

If so, why couldn't I see?

Maybe its true that love is blind,

For I was blind to you,

I only saw the positive,

Maybe I didn't see what was true.

Why should I wait for you

To come back and see sense?

Maybe I should give up waiting,

Give up this stupid pretense.