My sad truth

Poem about my sad truths, let some be known, other mysterious.

Deep in, sun can’t shine,
Damnation, all you shall find.

When I gaze to darkened sky,
I happily, willingly sigh,
Who deserves to cry,
Who deserves to die,

No one takes charge, deserving or not,
Anger, mayhem, carnage is sought,

Then my mouth fills,
Blood ravaged lungs, it kills,
The pain always thrills,
Mind, my emotion spills.

A sheet of paper blank,
Darkness I have to thank,

I fill the paper with dark storms,
Then come to me, violent reforms.

My sanity, thin ice broken,
Obsessions, not to be spoken,

Should I put my hand to sleep,
Would anyone weep,
No more thoughts to creep,
Hide my truths to keep?

Don’t live the lie,
I must defy,
Never say good bye,
Or I shall die.

My eyes see your eyes,
Close them, do not despise,

Should I even speak?
Even if its so bleak?
What should I seek?
Mouth shut, it will leak…