I love you but you make me miserable.
I hate you but I can’t live without you.
You make my day and then you break it too.
It’s pain but its fun too.
I cry but you hold back the laughter.
I can’t picture my life without you but you leave me behind.
Why do I have to feel this way?
Why do I feel like a part of me is dying?
Why I am I afraid of this change?
I am miserable but I am happy too.
I love him but I need someone to confide in.
You moved on.
You made new friends.
Now I am just standing here with egg on my face.
Foolish girl,
Foolish thoughts,
Foolish hopes,
And dashed dreams.