There’s this void inside of me,

An abyss without an end,

A place so dark I can’t see

where I’d even began.

I was stupid enough to let go,

The only person who ever understood,

How I’m going to go on, I don’t know,

But I’ve already tried whatever I could.

I’m depressed, paranoid and tired,

Pain is no longer pain but numbness,

After so long, I’ve kept quiet,

But now I can’t take it anymore.

I’ll admit that I’m useless and a fool,

For I know that there’s no cure

for my addiction with a blade as a tool,

So I give in, as I’m a failure.