Physically Alone

I need to write a letter
One that explains
My current predicament
I have passions
Drives and needs
Both emotional and

Physical

I need to write a letter
To a former lover
The one person in the world
Who can help me
Understand the real me
Without him I feel

Lost

I need to write a letter
That might not be welcomed
Allowing myself a selfish moment
After so long a silence
No one would support my actions
I must write in

Secret

I need to write a letter
But am too afraid to do so
Scared of giving in too soon
You'll only laugh at my situation
Being in need of your affection
Without it I am so

Alone