I'm scared of living,

Scared of myself,

Of what I am inside,

Of my mental health.

I'm running away

From everything,

Running from the pain

That living brings.

I'm dreaming of

A better place,

Dreaming to disappear

Without a trace.

I'm longing for love,

Someone to care,

Who'll never leave and

Always be there.

I'm confused, messed

Up and dazed,

Alone and disturbed

In so many ways.

I am myself, you

Can't change me,

This is the only way

I will ever be.