I'm taken aback

I am speechless

My eyes are wide

With amazement

And the only thing I can feel

The only thing I know

Is hatred

Anger is my guide

Detest is my teacher

At all times

Consuming my thoughts

My eyes water

My hands turn into fists

My soul is alight

The darkness surrounds

And the hate pours out

Vile speech

Evil conniving

The taste for blood

His

And my own

How many days

Have I been lied to?

My mission is set

My mind is clear

As revulsion fills every fiber that is my existence

I am calm

I am happy

I am in love

With my own image

As I plan

And as I think

Of the power that is mine

To use it for evil

To use it for good

The choice is at hand

And for once

I feel like hate is my only option

Then

The fire in my soul dims

For I know that is not true

I retreat to the comfort

Of my mind

And rest