By I.A.N.A.
Listen to that beautiful sound a bell made.

Ding. ding. ding.

What would you choose? Your own life or the happiness of those you love?

It's not a difficult choice. Two choices both involved "you". What would you choose? Your loves' happiness, or your life?

If you think happiness is the most important thing, then choose number two. But, as people may never understand the sorrow of death when they are still alive, how can you tell? Have you ever been to the situation when you think you are going to die and live in fear and sorrow? Have you ever tried to think about what will happen to those who care about you when you die?

Do you know you are never alone? Do you know even think about suicide is a very selfish thing? As we live, we all struggle between these two choices, being selfish or being considerate. There is a very thin line between these two.

If you think you live for yourself, then please choose selfish.

If you think you live just for the smile of your family, friends and love, please choose considerate.

If you don't know, if you want to live for yourself yet you want to laugh with your loves everyday, then please walk on this thin line between you and others, between life and death, between sane and insane, between the edges of your mind.

It's not a sin to be selfish, just because we born to be selfish so that we can grow the way we are today. Consideration isn't a virtue, it's a way to express our love to others and the sorrow for ourselves.

It isn't just a simple choice between being selfish or considerate, it is a choice between happiness and life. People say life has no meaning if you lost your happiness. But when you die, you may never have the chance to fight for your joy.

Is there a heaven? People compare heaven as a second life, but how would you expect to enjoy your second life when you wasted your first life? Don't live your life just for your second life. Don't sleep in today just for the party tomorrow. There will never be tomorrow if you can't enjoy today.

So, have your choice yet?

Happiness. life. you. your loves.

You should be happy if those you loved are happy, just think about their smiles; just think about what you'll bring them when they see you.

But, when all the happiness has to be made on your own life. would you do it? You might not particularly lose your precious life, but you are risking and living it for your loves' happiness, and everyone loves to have a real life, a life without any interruptions, a life that is lived without thinking about how others will feel.

Your loves can be your family, friends, lover, or even your pet.

You may have to be in this situation in the future, or right now.

Ding. ding. ding.

Just a thought comes with the waken sound of that bell, and goes, with that realizing noise. As time passes by, the bell of conscious will knock your mind awake again, and that time, you may have to make your decision.

Do you have your choice ready?