Is she your everything, that i'm not?...baby tell me....

How is she so?
And how do you compare?
I really shouldn't care...but
I lost you, to something I can't even bare to think about.
How does she treat you?
And why did you leave me?
Is is something I did.
To make you go away from me.

Am I not special enough.
Or do you just not care.
You haven't answered my questions, So why do I still care?
My rhyming and my dreams have me thinking all about you.
And even though my friends say your not good enough for me.
And that I shouldn't care.
I tell them to just leave me alone, cause all my feelings are rushing together.

Sometimes it's hard to believe that we actually broke up.
Went our seperate ways and never made back up.
I try to think we did this for a purpose.
And try to understand.
But its hard because we have classes together.
And your not far from where I stand.
Neither is the new girl you go with.
Who makes me want to kill.
Ofcourse suicide or violence is not the answer.
But what can I do when she is all over you.

Yes, it leaves me in disgust.
But I know we don't go out and haven't been seen together at all.....atleast not much...
I still live my life, but not to the fullest.
I wish it would have changed and you were like this.
To be in my place, but of you...
thinking of me, dreaming of me, and hopeing that I'd come back to you...
This isn't the end, of what you have me doing.
So don't think that nothing will happen, cause you thought you would break me then suddenly leave me.