Wasted

Wasted tears
Wasted upset
Wasted time
Wasted regret

I feel so dark
Alone and depressed
As I cry now
Not able to rest

So lonely, so forlorn
Not able to stop the pain
Not able to stop these tears
Racing through my mind again

So much turmoil
In my heart
So much indecision
In my brain

I cry these endless
Trails of tears
Feeling lost at heart
Unable to fight all my fears

I try my best
But my best
Is a poor excuse
Of doing it at all

I feel so stupid
I feel idiotic
I feel so useless
I feel wasted

Wasted is my heart
Wasted is my soul
Wasted is everything or one
That has ever made me whole

Whatever wastes it's time on me
Should know so much better
I'm just a wasted, jaded life
With nothing to live for and ever

Friends, soul, body, blood
All wasted for my pathetic life
Wasted as they are, I love them all dear
So I shall try to stay away from the knife

My tears, my soul, my heart, my blood
Give to another, make them better
So my body won't feel so wasted
And wasted I am and shall forever be