I don't want to be here

I want to leave

I want to be alone

Alone with my thoughts

My feelings

My opinions

Not to be judged

By those around me

I may seem indifferent

But I care what you think

I just don't do anything about it

You think what you think

Nothing more -

Nothing less -

But I just want you to stop judging me

I need silence

Your voices screaming silently into my ear

I can't stop it

Covering my ears

I run away from reality

Trying to escape you

Even though I know I can't

You'll always be there

Judging me

I'll never be good enough

Will I?