Here's to The Nights

5/5/03 Monday 9:00 p.m Diary, Hi! Welcome to my world. I'm a 15-year-old girl with plenty of problems. Well nothing actually serious but my therapist said I should start a diary to "let my anger out" whatever that means. Oh yea your probably wondering why I go to a therapist-well it's because of my parents. My mom and dad are drug addicts who sold acid to 16-year-old boys who were in on a sting operation. Now there in jail for selling to minors and are in the bug house for 15 years. So now I, the only child of the two most loving parents in the world, live with my grandmother. Now to most people, who have normal grandparents, this wouldn't be a big deal, but for me whose grandmother is the single strictest person on the planet-it's a big deal. Now understand where i'm coming from-my parents were so high that they really didn't care where I went or what I did. But now i'm living in hell. I have a curfew of 10:30!! No one comes in at that hour! But luckily for me my boyfriend, Dylan, is very understanding. And when I say "understanding" I mean that he understands that we have to be quiet when we have sex in my room at 12:35 at night. So now i'm in therapy and forced to write in this damm journal, who knows maybe it'll help.

5/7/03 Wednesday 2:07 p.m Diary, Well day three of writing in you. Sorry I couldn't get around to it yesterday but Dylan got a little antsy so we skipped school and spent the whole day "with" each other. You know I was just reading that and I make Dylan sound like just another horny guy, but he's really not. Well he is a typical guy but he's also the sweetest one in the world. He was here for me all threw the trials of my parents. He really is the best guy I know and I don't know what I would do without him. And it was my choice to have sex, he never pressured me, I mean we waited a whole year! So anyway I just thought I'd get that out before he did something stupid and pissed me off. Bye for now.

Same day 7:05 p.m Just got back from my shrinks office. He says i'm a very sarcastic girl who should take therapy seriously. Whatever. Yea i'm sarcastic but who cares? I like the way I am. He also says that my sarcastic is a way of not dealing with me parents incarceration. Where does this guy get this stuff? Anyway it's me and Dylan's two-year anniversary and he's surprising me. I hope whatever the surprise is that it ends at 10:30 sharp! Whatever maybe ill just ignore curfew and get grounded. It would be sooo worth it. A/N: well I hope you like the first chapter. Trust me there's so much to come. (just a hint someone's gonna get pregnant)