Hey, I'm bored. This is just something that came off the top of my head while thinking about my friend Jack. I love you Ken. I miss you so.

I watch these people go through their lives day to day. Happy as Hell. I live in the shadows, a dead soul. No longer human. A Vampire clone of my old self, and they aren't like me. They feed off the blood of human mortals while I feed off the demon blood. I didn't want this, Jack. I loved him, he made me this way, by force. It hurt to be bitten, and now my fangs growing in hurt like hell. He bit me again this morning. It felt kinda good. Although I'll never admit it in front of another Vampire. I refuse to be part of the growing armies, controlled by Rayne. She may not know it but I'll never be like the rest of the family, even my mother. I'll never leave my child alone in the world. In a town of Vampires. The evil bitch. I think if anything I'll go find Jack. I love him, I do. Just can I stand to be with a Vampire who was going to rape me? Who bit me, when it wasn't my wish? I love Jack. But can I? I saw him today. It's been weeks since I last wrote in. He was sweet to me. But Rayne has him wrapped around her little finger. He loves her, not me. His hands are cold, his fangs gleam, wanting my blood once more.

Love to anyone who reads this from Rayvin