5 late night questions

i'm up late and the darkness is my friend
snuggle into my favorite thrift store sweater
all good things must come to an end
and if not, shouldn't they atleast get better ?

i'm in an unusually reflective mood
the internet is the best psychiatrist
why is it me who always has to be good ?
sometimes i feel as though i've been missed

that old fortrelli blanket is a jumble of past
neon and flowers and plaid and turquoise
because i was short i was always the last
running in the playground like one of the boys

i never knew that love could come so quickly
the rose hanging in my closet is almost dry
why are some people healthy and some sickly ?
why do some get to live while some have to die ?

i wonder if that scar i gave you is healed yet
that was the best pillow fight i have ever had
i wonder if this is the most of you i'll ever get
don't you think you would make a great dad ?

A/N: I'm sure this makes no sense, but i had fun with the rhyming scheme and the little plan of two verses nonsense, two verses philosophy...Anyways, i hope you enjoyed it, in all it's jibberish glory. Please let me know whether you liked it or not...Thank you so much !