you've always tried to go slow
Not match up with the flow
Thinking that you can't handle it
Because you think you're a pile of shit
Knowing that it isn't true
You think you just gonna lose
No faith in what you are
Even knowing that you can go so far
Always speak ill
It's been years but still
You want to put yourself down

you try to make yourself
Into someone who needs constant help
Even though you are in no need
You think you need a constant feed
Of others sadness and pity
Because in your eyes your life is shitty
But you have everything
And the capabilities of getting anything
But you think that your heart is empty
Even though others give you their love, like me
But you want to but yourself down

you have to learn
That it is okay to yearn
But don't degrade your mind
Because you put yourself behind
Everyone tries to help you
But they end up getting frustrated too
Knowing that what you think is wrong
They decide you're not strong
They give you their pity
And that will eventually kill you slowly
For no one is retarded or slow
They just go with another flow
So stop the self-hate
And learn to appreciate
And be happy with what you are blessed
Before your life does end up a mess