untold love

now i have really fallen for you
this is for real, tsk, this is true
i never knew i'll have this faith
you helped me out, removed my faith

i first had doubt, then and, then none
i ignored you coz im not having fun
i never thought i'd love you soon
and im hiding it behind the moon

i'm falling more because of what you show
because of what kind of love you throw
confused, though, i'll stil proceed
because this is what i think i need

i can't hide my feelings, but still i try
i don't want you to know, i feel so shy
with silent heart i sleep with a tear
only i know things very clear

how am i to say when i don't know if it's real?
should i say what i really feel???
i know you can feel it, but you said i'm cold
for i have these insights and love still untold

shall i make you realize you mean a lot?
or shut myself and say i will not!?
it maybe too late when soon comes near
and a fear of you just leaving me here

i count the hours, the nights, the days
hiding the feeling is what my heart plays
though you know i love you, yup! that's right
it's a fact, believe, it's like a sun - - bright!

you can't see from my eyes
though my heart never tell lies
a love that's mute, unknown, unsaid
i should care, these tears are shed

a pity myself not, for love will soon be revealed
but i forced my heart to keep it sealed
i love you, i do! should i tell you???
will i end this friendship? should i tell what's true????

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c.2003