alive inside

touch my wrist

is there a pulse?

i don't know these days

if i'm alive or dead

i still breathe

but i don't live

my heart doesn't beat real blood

it bleeds black, not red

shriveled in my sunken chest

i don't feel anything

these days

my fingertips are numb

and i'm going to be sick

but i'm not alive inside

i'm buried alive inside

and i have been for quite some time

please come find me.