My Life

My say in life?

            I don’t have any,

My life’s all controlled by people,

            Even by some that I don’t know.

But then again,

            I break rules,

Drive most adults crazy,

I do things

            Some that I know are wrong

Yet I’m see as an innocent girl,

            I don’t want that,

            I ain’t innocent,

            I have too much hate,

I’m not a little girl,

            I’ve done too many things,

I’ve been in love,

I’ve felt lust,

I’ve tried suicide,

I’ve done things

            That some wouldn’t even dare.

Yet I feel like a caged animal,

            I can see the restrictions,

            Feel them,

They bind me down,

            And I struggle too much,

No more energy left,

Leave me alone,

Let me be.